I don't understand.
Why is it that when Blake is out of town I can't shut down? I could easily stay up til 1 in the morning. It doesn't matter what I am doing; watching t.v., reading a book, playing on the computer. I have the hardest time putting it down, turning off the light and going to sleep. I'm not the least bit scared to be alone. I don't sit and listen to sounds of the house or outside. I just don't wind down easily. Sometimes I wish it weren't so. I wish I got all caught up on sleep and woke up early. I just don't see it happening anytime soon.


1 comment:
I am with you on this one. But, unlike you, I am paranoid when Daniel is gone and prefer to keep busy until I am ready to fall into bed and go to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow so that I don't think about the fact that he is gone!
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